I thought I'd start up my blogspot again. Just as a place to rant about my gets, doings, feelings, whatnot. I doubt I'll remember to update it often, but we'll just have to see, I have a whole Summer ahead of me, full of nothing to do.
But today, I actually went into the scary place that is the outdoors, to the close town near us. I didn't actually intend to go, but because my Mum forgot her phone at the Orange shop, I decided it would be worth going, just to entertain myself. I ended up buying the 99th issue of NEO magazine (which contained an LM.C interview), a pair of jeans and some blue leopard print leggings. I saw some nice jumpers in the local New Look, but since I want to save my money, I decided not to.
I sometimes wonder what I'm saving up for. I have most the albums/CDs I want, and I'm not allowed to buy the clothes I really want anyway (I'm dreaming for Groucho, Super Lovers and Angelic Pretty items, which are expensive in their own right..).
I guess I keep telling myself I'll save up a plane ticket to Japan or something stupid like that. But of course, I crumble at around £100, and I laugh at how stupid I was, thinking I could go so easily.
Sometimes I bother why I try, I feel as if I'll just be as depressed as I am here even if I did go to Japan. I feel as if I'll be angry/upset for a long time.
As you can see, I can turn into an whinging teen in an instant.
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